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Fleeting Clouds in the Night

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San Beda might have been somewhere in my past memory if only memories were so affirmatively credible every time. The minute I went there, I thought I had known just how those Gothic buildings would have looked like; as if I had previously walked those high-ceiling halls before, where my shoes would click and clack like horses' hooves. I felt a little de ja vu as I roamed those halls with their handsomely checkered floors. I must have loved temples and mansions in my past life. So much of the past was in my mind. I burned candles for nearly four months in order to refresh my grasp of those mountains and mountains of law books, as if I had any grasp at all. I rented a room less than a kilometer away from San Beda and for most of my stay in Manila; I must have walked the length between the law school and the boarding house a million times over. I felt comfortable the minute I stepped into my boarding school. My room was overlooking the busy street of Legarda while facing t...

THE ARTIC MONSTER BENEATH c.1993

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I want to be with you always While I continue to live for you, Your innocent eyes strike me Like warm lightning from the sky. The sea is now a landless scenery But your wind is present and I am comforted, Further much to go, I want you by my side. If the sky hides the sun This darkness abhors the wind, When every sight becomes near Each sound I hear is deafening. I am afloat this wooden raft my sweet child, I want to sail but I move slowly The water that carries me Contains a huge fearful creature. When the sky is in thick gray oil paint, The sea is icy solid water. How I want you near me; I want to be with you always.